• AngrySquirrel@lemm.ee
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    9 days ago

    I have not enjoyed life since part way through elementary school and I have wanted to end it since middle school. I am now in my early 30s. My parents care and are the main reason I keep going, but I have come extremely close numerous times. Honestly, it makes sense with how I have been treated by society, people, and life. At this point I am mostly numb and dead inside so that helps.

    • gandalf_der_12te@discuss.tchncs.de
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      9 days ago

      honestly, same. the only thing that keeps me going is some weird and irrational hope that things will get better in the future. i can feel that, but i can’t explain it rationally. if i didn’t have that hope, i’d go crazy. Like, what even is this mess?

    • seeigel@feddit.org
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      9 days ago

      Could you imagine wasting the rest of your life to make the world a better place? Since you are alreay alive, what do you need to create a future worth living with others who think alike?